The Calling - APPRENTICE DUCATI Vol. 1 - Carnal Plus

Things have been happening to me of late that I can’t explain. I’ve been experiencing sensations and feelings I didn’t know existed. Master Kamp did stuff to me during my interview which should have felt very wrong. The fact that it didn’t has pretty much turned my life upside down. Am I now attracted to men? Just writing those words down seems bizarre, but what Master Kamp did to me was mind-blowingly intense. It felt like an awakening: An awakening to possibility, to the power of touch, to the beauty of an older man. These feelings are way too powerful to ignore. Of course, I’ve been conflicted ever since, oscillating between bouts of terrifying guilt and a wild desire to repeat every single second of the encounter. To be honest, it’s all starting to feel like some kind of dream. I’ve almost begun to question whether it actually happened. I’ve not seen Master Kamp since and I can’t tell anyone about what he did because I don’t want to get him, or myself into trouble. So I just keep my head down, focussing on my studies while hoping against hope that he’ll reemerge so that whatever happened can happen again.Two days ago I was summoned for my “calling.” So much of what happens here is a confusing mystery. My philosophy has always been to go with the flow, assuming that it will all suddenly make sense at some point further down the line.I was ...More